You know you love me.

Lost

I had a mini breakdown in Maths lesson today.
It was the kind of moment when you repeat to yourself, “shut up, shut up. Breathe” non stop.
i felt so lost.

Life’s not a movie

Life’s not a movie. You will never have a happily ever after. Life would just push you down again and again. Life gives you challenges one after another.

I’m lost in its challenge. Already losing. Failing. But not giving up.

Why did life take away the guy I loved so much away from me? Then gave me one that I have no feelings for? Made me fall for the wrong guy. Then have my healing wound stretch open again?

Why is it so easy to love yet so hard to forget? Life gives you no pity. You’re on your own to do the best.

If only I’m in a movie. Let me be the most unpopular yet the most beautiful girl on set. Then here comes the hot guy. He looks at me. We fall in love. We have a fight. We breakup. Then the hot guy chases after me. We makeup. Get married. And have a happily ever after. The end.

If only. If only.

Life’s not a movie. Only you can make your life better. Make yourself shine from the crowd. Be loved by others. And have your own happily ever after.